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Don’t talk to me about other girls. It’s such a turn off, I don’t play around with those little games of jealousy. The moment you bring up another girl into the picture I promise you I’ll stop talking to you, no matter how attractive I think you are. Call me selfish or whatever, but if you’re going to be talking about anyone, it has to be me. As psycho as it sounds, I don’t really care, lol. I think this goes for most girls. 

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So happy!

My night was just made because my cousin just bought a bonnaroo ticket! 6 days and me and her will be together at the roo!

Finally got my roo wrist band! Was getting worried there for a little while. Exactly 7 days till I leave!

Finally got my roo wrist band! Was getting worried there for a little while.

Exactly 7 days till I leave!

Growing up sucks.

I always knew that my friends would come and go and that until I was older I wouldn’t really know who my best friends were. That each year I’d still have the same friends as the year before.
I’m learning now that I was wrong, I’m loosing one of my best friends that I thought was the greatest. But it’s time to let it go. We live seperate lives separated even more by the fact that we’re of opposite sex. I always knew itd cause a problem eventually, just didn’t know it would so soon.
This is not just a vent blog. This is real. It’s time to say good bye to him. I loved him, more than anyone. But it’s not worth it anymore, he’s changed and so have I.

Memorial day!

I had a lot of fun today with my friends and family at the lake. Troy Jacob Stuart and kacie all at my lake house for a fun day in the water and cook out!
Just wish things were more clearer in certain areas, BUT I’ll live cause I know I’m a big girl ;)

wowfunniestposts: this blog is epic Jacob barber this is for you!

wowfunniestposts:

this blog is epic

Jacob barber this is for you!

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Problem is I think I’ve perfected this to much that everyone sees me as a mom now

Problem is I think I’ve perfected this to much that everyone sees me as a mom now

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Stupid auto correct! But hillarious!

Stupid auto correct! But hillarious!

First day on the job. Sunglasses burn and tshirt burn. Can’t beat that ;)

First day on the job.
Sunglasses burn and tshirt burn.
Can’t beat that ;)

Can’t sleep now

Cause my best friend told me how she feels about this situation. And let’s just say I’m glad and happy she was honest but gosh did it make me nauseous. She thinks he is to young and finds the idea of girls, drinking, and college as adventurous. Not loyal or in a commitment way. She has a point. But now my mind is racing and I feel horrible about myself. I hate how I do this to myself. And I hate how I feel right now.

This old hearts never smiled so hard :)

That song came on the radio when I was leaving my friends tonight to head back go my apartment and it made me so happy to know how much I love them yet sad cause I can’t stand leaving them, even knowing I’ll see them within a few days!
And as soon as “he” walked in my heart started pounding, I don’t know if he felt the same way but I lost my breath. I’m in it way over my head but I’ve gotta hold back till I figure it all out. Knowing through my secret agent friends investigations (not literally I just have one extremely nosy friend who constantly ask him about us) he still doesn’t know how he feels. But that was before last night…I only hope he has a clearer mind now, no matter what it is-as long as its a clear answer and can be presented soon.
But ughhh he makes me so happy. He’s so cute and so sweet and funny ahhhhh I want him :))
I hope to see him tomorrow, and since it was so hard to leave tonight I hope we can make up for it on Monday at the lake with all of our friends!
Happy happy me!

So. Well. MY NIGHT WAS FREAKING AMAZING! I went to a scary movie with my good friend/crush/should be boyfriend but bad timing/future husband anyways and that was just like any other movie except our friend who we have not seen in FOREVER was there with some of his friends. So after the movie ended ( roughly 1130 ) we sat out in the parking lot talking and admiring my guys new bike and etc till I was extremely hungry so we ended up all going to IHOP. after a long time at IHOP he and I decided to go to his house, download a movie we’ve been dying to see and watch it! Well about half way through he decides to fall asleep. Rest assured I tried to leave and be a good guest and not over stay my welcome but he retaliated by cuddling me and asking me to stay till it was over. So since I can’t watch a movie without seeing the ending and knowing at least one of us has to be responsible and stay awake-so is watch it!! About a hour later when the movie is finally over I turn the tv off, wake him up enough to get myself untangled from his arms, get out of bed, put on my shoes and begin tryin to wake him up to walk me outside so he can turn the lights off and reset the alarm. Well might I say epic fail. He REFUSES to let me leave. He simply stalls for almost a hour by grabbing onto my arms and hands and pulling me back onto the bed. Eventually he starts to ask if I will just stay the night. Again rest assured I was being responsible and saying that it was not a good idea and that I should leave. So to change subjects and wake him up he and I start joking about going to his pond and skinny dipping. Little did I know this would actually wake him up, get him out of bed, and start to go outside. Thankfully we did not go skinny dipping but I did wake him up long enough to make him fully awake and again start refusing me to leave. So after a few more begs and pleads I decide to stay, against my own will!!! Not really, but yeah. And because we are both wide awake we cuddled, tickled, watched tv, did all the cutesie things your supposed to do when your with someone you like and before you know it it’s 6am !!! So with it being so early I definitely did not need to go home, so we finally fell asleep. Rudely awoken not but 5 hours later by three alarms, two phone calls, and knocks on the door from his grandma ALL telling him to wake up and go to his appointment. Thank god she didn’t recognize my car or come inside. But even though his appointment was at 1130, we stayed in bed till 1125 because he kept saying how much he didn’t want leave or move. And he even said “why do you have to be so sexy”. Now you probably just laughed out loud but I don’t care. Not many people know the dynamics of this guy nor the dynamics of us. BUT THAT’S A BIG DEAL. And so is me spending the night!! Anywaysss I don’t know what this means, there was no kissing or touching just simply cuddling and sleeping. I don’t think this will make us any more awkward in person or around our friends, I just know I’ve been waiting for a time like this to happen and it could not have been more perfect. I LITERALLY woke up not knowing where I was, and I LITERALLY woke up smiling once i did. And we were still in the same position as we fell asleep in :) I’m one very very happy girl :)

So. Well.

MY NIGHT WAS FREAKING AMAZING!

I went to a scary movie with my good friend/crush/should be boyfriend but bad timing/future husband anyways and that was just like any other movie except our friend who we have not seen in FOREVER was there with some of his friends. So after the movie ended ( roughly 1130 ) we sat out in the parking lot talking and admiring my guys new bike and etc till I was extremely hungry so we ended up all going to IHOP. after a long time at IHOP he and I decided to go to his house, download a movie we’ve been dying to see and watch it! Well about half way through he decides to fall asleep. Rest assured I tried to leave and be a good guest and not over stay my welcome but he retaliated by cuddling me and asking me to stay till it was over. So since I can’t watch a movie without seeing the ending and knowing at least one of us has to be responsible and stay awake-so is watch it!!
About a hour later when the movie is finally over I turn the tv off, wake him up enough to get myself untangled from his arms, get out of bed, put on my shoes and begin tryin to wake him up to walk me outside so he can turn the lights off and reset the alarm. Well might I say epic fail. He REFUSES to let me leave. He simply stalls for almost a hour by grabbing onto my arms and hands and pulling me back onto the bed. Eventually he starts to ask if I will just stay the night. Again rest assured I was being responsible and saying that it was not a good idea and that I should leave. So to change subjects and wake him up he and I start joking about going to his pond and skinny dipping. Little did I know this would actually wake him up, get him out of bed, and start to go outside. Thankfully we did not go skinny dipping but I did wake him up long enough to make him fully awake and again start refusing me to leave. So after a few more begs and pleads I decide to stay, against my own will!!! Not really, but yeah. And because we are both wide awake we cuddled, tickled, watched tv, did all the cutesie things your supposed to do when your with someone you like and before you know it it’s 6am !!!
So with it being so early I definitely did not need to go home, so we finally fell asleep. Rudely awoken not but 5 hours later by three alarms, two phone calls, and knocks on the door from his grandma ALL telling him to wake up and go to his appointment. Thank god she didn’t recognize my car or come inside. But even though his appointment was at 1130, we stayed in bed till 1125 because he kept saying how much he didn’t want leave or move. And he even said “why do you have to be so sexy”. Now you probably just laughed out loud but I don’t care. Not many people know the dynamics of this guy nor the dynamics of us. BUT THAT’S A BIG DEAL. And so is me spending the night!!

Anywaysss I don’t know what this means, there was no kissing or touching just simply cuddling and sleeping. I don’t think this will make us any more awkward in person or around our friends, I just know I’ve been waiting for a time like this to happen and it could not have been more perfect.

I LITERALLY woke up not knowing where I was, and I LITERALLY woke up smiling once i did. And we were still in the same position as we fell asleep in :)

I’m one very very happy girl :)

Had to trebling. It describes me ;)

Had to trebling. It describes me ;)

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Today was my first official day on the job! Even though it was training technically. But Sunday is my first day that the park is open, but who cares I got paid for today anyways!! Anyways it was so much fun being with all new people and making fools of our selves acting out picture taking and acting like families and people coming into the park. Oh well yeah of you don’t know what wet n’ wild emerald point is - its a water park in Greensboro NC. The only one besides carowinds down in SC. So all I do all day is take picture of families and friends entering the park, then I go to my assigned spot and take pictures of people around the pools and slides. Then later on I end up at the booth helping edit and sale pictures for the remaining of the day! We get lots of benefits and free days and tickets to give out. So basically it’s gonna be a hot, long, an exciting summer :))

Today was my first official day on the job! Even though it was training technically. But Sunday is my first day that the park is open, but who cares I got paid for today anyways!!
Anyways it was so much fun being with all new people and making fools of our selves acting out picture taking and acting like families and people coming into the park.
Oh well yeah of you don’t know what wet n’ wild emerald point is - its a water park in Greensboro NC. The only one besides carowinds down in SC.
So all I do all day is take picture of families and friends entering the park, then I go to my assigned spot and take pictures of people around the pools and slides. Then later on I end up at the booth helping edit and sale pictures for the remaining of the day! We get lots of benefits and free days and tickets to give out. So basically it’s gonna be a hot, long, an exciting summer :))

Haw river nature walk with my two bestfriends kacie and Troy! We had such an amazing day, we went mudding and i got disgustingly muddy and had a blast being around people i love! Now to go swimming and laying out at kacies pool :)

Haw river nature walk with my two bestfriends kacie and Troy! We had such an amazing day, we went mudding and i got disgustingly muddy and had a blast being around people i love! Now to go swimming and laying out at kacies pool :)

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